I'll be going to school tomorrow for a marketing event to be the usher. Will you come pick me up at school? Or will I have to pray and hope that you can meet me since you'll have to go down to the office. I hate waiting. But why do I always have to wait? Can tomorrow be different? Will my friends remember? If only they could just wish me, I'd feel so happy. I don't need any presents or gifts. I just hope there are people who remember and send me their blessings and best wishes. Haven't been very happy recently, I just hope I'll be happy tomorrow. 

But, yesterday I felt a little happiness in me. I met up with you for dinner and we had a little fun. It felt great. I haven't felt that way for a long time. And I miss you. But still, will things just remain that way? Or will we have to split up someday because our families just can't accept us. I love you. But I need more assurance that things will work out fine. I'm scared. I don't want to end up in a divorce like my mom. I don't want to be in a broken family anymore. I know I seem money minded to you. But that can give me a little assurance. Maybe then we won't have to depend on our families anymore and maybe we can get a place of our own to stay. But you think I like to keep nagging you about these matters. 

How will things turn out to be? Is there really a future for us?